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[Sunday June 18th, 2006 8:35pm] i i have some sort of manic depression / bipolar disorder. one minute ill be extaticly happy and jumping around and the next ill be as depressed as fuck and ill shout and argue and cry and talk shit. im effected by the weather.; i cant stand winter.. i hate christmas .i always feel lonely when its cloudy but i love it when the suns out or the sky is blue. i think i know why this is but i darnt really talk about it. i dont really know who to speak to about this i dont even know why im writting it because i know theirs only like 4 people on my lj . blah fuck ... beep beep

love [Tuesday March 7th, 2006 3:33pm] i miss my girlfriend:( and they have the freedom to go up to her when ever they want at any time of day and kiss her and its hurting me i want her back and its not fair beep beep

as if uve read anything as disturbing as this before! [Wednesday February 8th, 2006 7:28pm] count down to death! as the ebola zaire virus works its way through the body, the host will suffer all or most of these symptoms. day 1-6 - the head aches and the throat is sore. - clots form in the bloodstream,slowing the blood to major organs - red spots appear on the skin - skin bubbles up into white blisters day 7-10 - mouth, gums and salivery glands bleed. the lining of the tongue throat and windpipe slip in to lungs or are torn out while vomiting black blood. - the testicles swell and turn black.in women the labia turns black and blue. pregnancies are aborted. - liver turns yellow.cracks and rots. - kidneys fail and blood becomes toxic with urine. the spleen turns hard and grows to the size of a baseball. day 11-13 - eyeballs haemorrhage and fill up with blood. the eyes may weep blood. - the heart softens and bleeds into itself.the chest cavity fills with blood. - the lining of the gut is torn off and expelled through the rectum. - in the last moments, the body is thrown in to a fit, limbs thrash wildly spraying infected blood beep beep

eeeeeik [Sunday January 15th, 2006 6:13pm] BROKE MY CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :( :( :( it still takes photos but i cant see them on the screen. so i just have to take them and then see what they look like when i get home i guess! crappy beep beep

[Monday October 24th, 2005 4:18pm] were an 80's pop band beep beep

[Monday October 24th, 2005 1:38pm] http://www.dreemmoods.com/cgi-bin/dreamforum/cutecast.pl?session=KSDuOnF8T5YOdAgmUxnf4hujYR&forum=3&thread=66858 read this.its crazy!!! and look at what people said to him beep beep

[Tuesday October 4th, 2005 10:03pm] i like bowling but its really hard when im drunk. i like it at the ally where i go cos its dark and theres stars and things all glowing in the distance above the pins! makes me smile, as do the people who i go with, the girl who i love especially <3 .x beep beep

WANTING WAITING DEAD [Saturday September 17th, 2005 11:44am] Thats the predicted outline of my life... want kate, wait for ever. die alone xxx beep beep

[Wednesday September 14th, 2005 2:19pm] can anyone think of anything i can do to my dog to make it kind of personal??? and i know he still needs eyes..oh and name suggestions would be appreciated too although im thinking about pootch :D sarahs idea:D :) xxx beep beep

[Sunday August 14th, 2005 2:39pm] Good Times , each one a different day.so at least we had 2 weeks worth of fucking awesome days kate.. we should of photographed more!becuase i know we could times those good days easily by like 100000000000000000000000000 or somthing i think.im bad at maths! and drunk beep beep

[Saturday August 13th, 2005 10:42am] Well it seems life as i used to know it has ended Ive been relieved of my possision as my girlfriends right hand man. Ive been Dumped everyone says the same things and i wish everyone apart from sarah beechy and chris would shut up i cant be on my own.all i do is think about kate<3 and then i make some stupid effort to get her back that never seems to have any sort of impact on her cute little life away from me! i think im going to end my application to uni and maybe pick it up again next year.i cant bare to be there when i have noone to come home to, noone to hold my hand. noone to kiss my cheek. i think i might go back to carpe..wonder if they bared me last night, i was a mess. the words said so many times to kate - I LOVE YOU IM SORRY BE WITH ME beep beep

erm [Sunday July 31st, 2005 10:15am] [ mood | sick ] Bloody hell.i was sick a bit last night.i was supposed to see a film but i ended up in a vodka bar.and i hadnt eaten all day mind! it was ouch wasnt it katie schofield. i was sick all over macdonalds though which is good hahaha. £35 pithcer. 2x6 shot sticks and one 12 shot stick. 2 pints tripple vodka and humbug tasteing water! uhhhh Bloody hell maybe if this night hadnt of happened!!! kate might be with me<3 beep beep

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